was here at 3:35 PM

Just so you know, i never really gave up. And i continue not to, but I'm willing to let you go. Just to see you, my heart aches.
Whatever! These are all earthly things! I will put them aside!





Live Like You Were Dying
Speak Sweeter
Love Deeper

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was here at 4:02 AM

how do i say this? I'm really happy tht my major papers are over, except for amath, english and chem n phy p1..but i've been rather down lately..i used to be a positive thinker but lately, im getting more and more negative..i duno why..how do i put this? Lately, i've been tripping while walking..i really trip everyday..i know tht someday i'll really fall down painfully..i've been dropping my chopsticks cos i cant get a hold of them and i cant seem to focus on studying..i keep on getting distracted by my phone and stuff..esp at home..taking weird naps at weird times, everything's just weird..i duno..the good thing is, i've learn to take things as they come..not to expect too much nor too little..just right..disappointments have really minimised..wad more do i expect right? But i hope the weird stuff will just stop soon! (: complicated yea? I agree too..
I feel so funny! This blog is alr so dead and im like talking to myself! Heehees..tht's really weird! Wadeva the case, im grateful for who i am and who God made me to be! (:
--i really hope that those unhappiness tht u choose to rub off wun accumilate unconciously..so much so tht u will dislike me alot one day..i am really gonna pray hard! (: just wana let u noe, i really love u, thks for being my great friend! (:

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was here at 10:44 PM

you try too much to be like others..this makes u lose ur originality..but if u try to be like everyone else at once, u are unique..

I got back my 'o' lvl chi results on just two days ago,wed..really disappointing..a b3 tht is..probably complacent and over-confident? yupp, i think those cause me to fall..but im still thankful to God that i managed to scored a b3 and not a b4..(: when i saw my results, i couldnt accept it honestly, i didnt cry nor did i accept it..i just prayed and thanked God..i knew that i had alr done badly cos i made alot of mistakes during the paper..but i still clinged on to the hope that a miracle might happen and that i could have an a2..but unknowingly, that tiny hope grew bigger and bigger..i msged mum and dad my results and den talked to yang..the first thing she said to me was: min ting! You got a2 isit? I felt very bad to make her disappointed but still i didnt cry cos it was all happening too quickly! On my way back to class, i called mum and we talked as i walked up the steps..tears started to trickle down my cheeks as she encouraged me and assured me that i'll do better..i felt horrid tht i disappointed so many ppl..many were like dun wry! U sure get A lors! But look at what happen! I got a b3..i entered the class feeling rather down and all the more cant pay attention but i felt that God was speaking to me thru a songa and You hold me now too..i have no idea wad the title of the other song is but i'll type out the lyrics ltr..the song was all about glorifying God and praising His name..and as i sang in my heart, i teared even more..i looked down to avoid eye contact with my teacher and occasionally wiped my tears..i really thank God for encouraging me thru this song, allowing me to glorify Him with songs of praise..even though i was still hoping that a miracle would happen, i still praised God for my b3..tht's the way to worship isn't it? (: wadeva it is, im grateful and contented but as long as God doesn't give up hope on me, im soooo gonna retake my paper and no one can stop me! (: i love You, Jesus! And thank You, Jesus for being by my side thru this tough moment..here's how the song goes: (lyrics may be a little wrong tho! (: )

Heaven and earth bow down
Such wonder graces from Your throne
The angels stand in awe
Declaring Your grace forevermore

You are my God
You alone so worthy

Glory to God
In the highest forever
High and lifted up
Heaven and earth bow before You
My Lord

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was here at 4:53 PM

just today, i spoke to you..and realised the distance..you were so near and yet that far! totally amazed at how much you've changed...i remembered, as i spoke to you, there was a time where there were 5 of us on that road..just me you and another 3..we played we laughed and had great fun..but that was a year ago...i just want to say, that i miss you...i don't like the fact that you've been through so much..but i just want to say, that i'll still be there for you..i don't like to express myself so much, but i still want to say, that sarangheyo...

Labels: it's just me and you..., today

was here at 10:37 PM

Everytime i pass that road, i think of you..the road with our memories..the road filled with my laughter and your smiles..our memories..how sweet and funny..just as i passed it again on my way home, i remember and thought about you..it has been quite awhile..i miss those days...when will they return? I have no idea.................

Labels: i miss you.., just so you know

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